The “Why”… The “why” is the question of your life, the “why” is what motivates us to become the person we were meant to be, the best version of ourself, it is an embryo that yearns to be born, it is a template for heroic living that is inside all of us.
The “why” is what we need to ask ourselves, but think carefully before you answer with your ego. The “why” needs to be found in the school of silence it needs to bubble up from deep inside you. I asked myself the “why” today on my bike, as my legs were burning and I was struggling to keep any food down in my stomach… And the answer that came up was in the moments of your greatest challenge how centred are you as a human being, how can you learn to evolve and become better..!
Today was epic… 165km, 10 hours 43 minutes in the saddle, at about 35 degrees. After having a rest day it was an absolute pleasure to jump back on the bike. We left Esteli at about 8ish after fuelling up on some baked goods from an awesome bakery. The first 10km was climbing up out of the valley and feeling fresh we flew up the first hill. We knocked out about 56km in the first 2 hours and stopped at the first small town with fruit and veg stores that hurt my eyes the veggies were so brightly coloured. So instead of having a coke this morning I bought a whole watermelon and ate that instead… We met some friendly locals that gave me the heads up on where to go in Panama and also in Columbia…
I don’t want to bore with the middle section of the day as it was flat, hot and long… Just got into a trance like state, following the white line in front of me…
The end of the day is were things became interesting… 130km in was a town Tipitapa, it was about 35km to Granada and about 4 o’clock… Adam and my legs were extremely heavy, the slight up hill felt like crawling would be a better option due to the extremely slow pace, but we pushed on… I new my body needed more fuel but i could barely keep my food down. About 20 km out Adam tire started to go flat, completely zapped of energy, it was nearly a TEST to see how we would handle ourselves… We fixed it and struggled along only to find in Masaya 15km from Granada the tire was flat again but this time on a main road with people everywhere. To add to the mix as we were trying to fix the tire a drunk local guy was hassling us, with barley the energy to talk let alone think and speak in Spanish, we struggled to fix the flat and get ride of the drunk local.
It started to get dark as we reached Granada and to reward us for passing all the tests assigned, we met a local (hero) on a bike, Carlos who ended us escorting us through Granada showing us some of the sites then taking us straight to our hostel… It was a pleasure to put on my compression socks and lie with my feet up for 20 minutes before smashing a enormous feed…
One of the most intense days of my life, but amazing in reflection. The next few days we are spending exploring Granada then we are going to try and cross the border by river in a couple of days time…
Will.i.am